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I Am... I am a firework that didn't ignite I am the darkness that follows the light I am the horror that comes from within I am the race that nobody could win. I am the cloud that tries to hide the sun I am the war that can never be won I am the dog that howls at the moon I am the call of the lonely loon I am the echo you hear in your head I am the words that have never been said I am your longing, I am your friend I am the only one there in the end I am the desire that burns in your bones I am the reason you're never alone I am the blood that is pounding your veins I am the loss when everyone else gains I am the shadow, I am

Nothing To Do by germanyfan, literature

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Nothing To Do

Nothing To Do What to do? I wonder As I sit here alone on a Saturday night And think of him. And hate myself For thinking of him. Because I don't want to be Another love struck fool Endlessly longing for him To come back to me. He is gone. He is gone He is gone The words echo in my mind And though my mind knows them to be true My heart denies them Even as it breaks And falls to pieces on the floor And combines with my tears To form a reflection of who I used to be When he was still here When he was still alive. I love him forever And I miss him. And there is nothing to do about it. Nothing to do.

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Cutting by fizzleout, literature

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Cutting

My thighs were first. Then my wrists. And shoulders. And fingers. And feet. Everything. Ripped out at the seams. I ripped them out myself, if only to avoid giving others the pleasure. I ripped them out hard, if only to teach myself a lesson: I deserved it. I ripped them out and all the while I sang to myself, unable to cry or scream for fear that it would make the pain less real. I joked about them. I laughed about them. I smiled about them, calling myself "the stupid emo kid" and believing it was true. It was true. To me. I deserved it. I needed it. I craved it. I wanted it. I breathed it. I worshipped i

Take It All Back by thesicknick, literature

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Take It All Back

Such a beautiful regret, my single greatest shame. I lost it all with simple words, and no one else to blame. I would take it all back, just to see her smile. I would hold it all in, to have her stick around just a while. I can not tell whats right from wrong, this happiness feels so fake. There is sorrow in me I'm holding back, not much more I can take. I would take it all back, just to hold her one last time. I would hold it all in, To be forgiven for my crime. I can not go back down that path, I would not even dare. Impossible to get what I want, why should I even care? I would take it all back, I never mean

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Mar 13, 2010

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A wrong note played timidly is a wrong note. A wrong note played with authority is an interpretation! How could you ever be happy with a man who insists on treating you as though you were a perfectly normal human being?  - Oscar Wilde Your smile is like Expelliarmus! Simple, but disarming! Don't let somebody become a priority in your life when you are just an option in theirs. Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.   - Lao Tzu A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world.  - Leo Buscaglia Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... It has no survival va

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GERMANYxREADER

Dec 5, 2011

Hey! Fan of Germany? Fan of Hetalia? Come on over and join the fun! [link]

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Nov 30, 2011

You are now cursed. You must send this on or you will be killed. Tonight at 12:00am, by Bloody Mary. This is no joke. So don't think you can quickly get out of it and delete it now because Bloody Mary will come to you if you do not send this on. She will slit your throat and your wrists and pull your eyeballs out with a fork. And then hang your dead corpse in your bedroom cupboard or put you under your bed. What's your parents going to do when they find you dead? Won't be funny then, will it? Don't think this is a fake and it's all put on to scare you because your wrong, so very wrong. Want to hear of some of the sad, sad ponies who lost their lives or have been seriously hurt by this email?

CASE ONE -
Annalise [Surname Removed] :She got this email. Rubbish she thought. She deleted it. And now, Annalise dead.

CASE TWO -
Louise [Surname Removed]: She sent this to only 4 ponies and when she woke up in the morning her wrists had deep lacerations on each. Luckily there was no pain felt, though she is scarred for life.

CASE THREE -
Thomas [Surname Removed]: He sent this to 5 ponies. Big mistake. The night Thomas was lying in his bed watching T.V. The clock shows '12:01am'. The T.V misteriously flickered off and Thomas's bedroom lamp flashed on and off several times. It went pitch black, Thomas looked to the left of him and there she was, Bloody Mary standing in white rags. Blood everywhere with a knife in her hoof then disappeared. The biggest fright of Thomas's life.

Warning... NEVER look in a mirror and repeat -'Bloody Mary.Bloody Mary.' Bloody Mary... I KILLED YOUR SON' Is it the end for you tonight! YOU ARE NOW CURSED

We strongly advise you to send this email on. It is seriously NO JOKE. We don't want to see another life wasted. ITS YOUR CHOICE... WANNA DIE TONIGHT? If you send this email to...

NO PONIES - You're going to die.

1-5 PONIES - You're going to either get hurt or get the biggest fright of your life.

5-15 PONIES - You will bring your family bad luck and somepony close to you will die.

15 -25 OR MORE PONIES - You are safe from Bloody Mary